GUYS!!...and..um... GIRLS!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!.

Well well...I hope you guys all had a great day today..cos I did :). And the rest of the holiday is gonna get funner and funner :)...for me of course.

Actually I just want to thank God for all he has brought me through. Looking back on all the choices I made and things that I want....they sort of like worked out beautifully and it just seems like part of Gods bigger plan.  One of the things that worried me the most before I came here that my circle of friends was gonna get like really small and just be limited to the school. Well..I met up with this Dude called Joshua Simon on like my second day in Singapore at Church. The way we met was really really random...but I really thanked God that it happened. Cos throught him I met lotsa new friends from other schools (mostly the Polly's...cos he is like 17 and studying film at Ngee Ann Polly) and am going to a great youth. A bit like the one back at Skyline :)...So Im really right at home with their wildness. Xp.

Ok...about the randomness of how we met. Me and my older bro went to covenant evangalical church on like Sun morning. My dad wanted me to like try out the church cos I was looking for a great church to grow into. Anyway...I dint really feel like coming to this church cos to travel to it from my school was a bit of a hassle (take a bus..take an MRT..take an LRT..then walk for 1 km). So when we went there it was like really packed...so we just like stood right at the back of the church and sat down. Then after like 20 mins this dude just walked over to us and our friendship just like sorta hit off. A few weeks after that...Joshua just suddenly said that on the Sunday he met me...he actually dint feel like going to church at all. But his alarm somehow just dint let up..and he got up to go to church. Then he saw us standing at the back of the church and just like sorta inched his way over to us cos he wanted to invite me for youth.

Guys..............You see. God works in mysterious ways and though you might not understand it at first..just have faith and all would come through. I've learn it this way a couple of times already. The other time I was hurt so really badly by something....and it really took me a long time to come to gripes with it an just accept it. Then one day I suddenly found out that things werent actually how it was...and at first I was angry with all the pain that I had to put up with for nothing. Then after that a few more things happened...and it dint affect me like in the way it would have last time. This time in fact the feeling was a bit more like ...hmmm.. indifferent....and that you dint mind whatever happened cos it could not be worse than you have endured. 

So now that I have my friends issue settled..I so have to focus on studies. But now its like I feel so much more happier...knowing that whenever I need to chill out.. my friends would be there for me or something.

Oh yea...its like 12:30 now...and Im in one of my Singapore friends house. Nice house he got here...big and comfy :). At first I thought my CNY hols would be like really boring...but then my classmates like started inviting me to their house to stay over. So from like boringness to like 4 invitations....so I had to pick one. Tough choice guys.....tough choice. Xp. But a good problem see.

-----Coming to Singapore really has made me realized the many things that I used to take for granted back home in KK. I had a loving family...a really great group of friends... good church....good school...and overall a happy, fruitful and great life. Coming here it was like I had to build it all up again. Make new friends....get a new church and everything. I sometimes like just feel regret that I dint spend more time with my friends and just treasured them more. Its like last year I recieved 5 presents from my birthday.....all of it came from girls. Not a single thing did any guy get me. My family dint even get me anything :(. Then I started thinking about this year...what would I get for my birthday....how many of my friends here would bother with the time and effort just to get me something..like my friends back in KK did.

One more thing. I really really miss my little sister now. I just wanna shout baby at her and have her come running after me to beat me up. Xp. Hey baby!! What did you call me? Mom, Yeeko called me a baby. So ur a big girl now eh...why dont you do it urself? Cos im still young:( So ur not a big girl but not a baby....hmmm...well..ur a big baby then. Xp

Oh yea. Since im a bit hight tonight (I dunno why. XPXPXPXP..) might as well continue. News spreads fast. They really do. Its like Andrew....and I mean ANDREW IN AUSTRALIA knows some stuff that not really a lot of people know. And its not just Andrew that knows..it was his sister that told HIM??? And when a guys older sister knows something that my friend doesnt even know about me. Somthings wrong. XP. But oh well...im not complaining. Its life :)